Such a lot. Relateable stuff there from my own similar/orthogonal experience. This stuff is collectively utterly distressingly overwhelming and I am glad you have somewhere to put it (here, elsewhere etc).
I agree with Emily about taking tomorrow off sick - work if you get bored, but give yourself permission to sleep/cry/etc.
Hospitals don't do underarm crutches anymore cos they're not good for you long term but you can buy them on ebay etc for not much - I think I paid £12 for some in 2008 when my hip first properspanged but couldn't use them cos fucked shoulder and gave them away.
Hoping you manage to get some sleep, your pain is managed and you're able to navigate the necessary (and not expect too much from yourself) as needed.
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I agree with Emily about taking tomorrow off sick - work if you get bored, but give yourself permission to sleep/cry/etc.
Hospitals don't do underarm crutches anymore cos they're not good for you long term but you can buy them on ebay etc for not much - I think I paid £12 for some in 2008 when my hip first properspanged but couldn't use them cos fucked shoulder and gave them away.
Hoping you manage to get some sleep, your pain is managed and you're able to navigate the necessary (and not expect too much from yourself) as needed.