[46/365] interview
Feb. 15th, 2022 01:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Trying not to think too much about how annoying it is that whether or not my future will change after today is dependent on stuff that feels out of my control like how well I managed to sleep this particular night (okay?), whether I can make myself eat breakfast (barely), and everything else that goes into how well I can manage my anxiety for one particular hour today.
Job interviews are so horrible. They make my mental health so bad I always feel like I'm doing them at the worst possible moment, but they've made it the worst possible moment by their very existence.
How do you get around that? How will I ever get a job when I have to do the hardest work at the worst time.
Anyway, I did the interview this morning. It didn't seem awful or amazing. They said I'll probably know in a day or two.
I'm turning comments off because I can't cope with them right now, we can both agree that you're wishing me good luck.
Job interviews are so horrible. They make my mental health so bad I always feel like I'm doing them at the worst possible moment, but they've made it the worst possible moment by their very existence.
How do you get around that? How will I ever get a job when I have to do the hardest work at the worst time.
Anyway, I did the interview this morning. It didn't seem awful or amazing. They said I'll probably know in a day or two.
I'm turning comments off because I can't cope with them right now, we can both agree that you're wishing me good luck.